I am writing this because I have no other choice...
I have weighted my options and i'm not 100% sure of where my life is going... I want to be a part of this guild but I fear with my daily obligations I cannot fulfill the required time and dedication it requires to be a part of this elite guild... When I get a glimpse of your guild I also get a handful of reality. I wish I could dedicate my time 200%.. I understand if you deny and reject my application, I have no qualms. All I want is to hopefully be, in the future, considered as a worthy novice into the guild, brother hood, whatever you may see me as.. I am a worthy candidate, in my opinion, but I have too many things going on in my life... I respect what you are doing and it makes total sense... I am literally just a click away, but I do not want to Burden this guild and these wonderful people with my bull crap. I really want to be a part of this, and maybe someday I can be. Thank you to all who took the time to read and talk to me.